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my love/my parents   By Anonymous
hallo!!!i m a 20 years old girl.doing engineering in e.c. faculty.me yaha jo kehne ja rahi hu jo maine shayad apne aap se bhi kabhi nahi kaha hai.yaha par ek ek line sachchai byan karti hai.aur ek baat mai kehna chahungi,k maine dekha hai yaha par kai log gandi comments dete hai,plz mujhe aisi koi comment nahi chahiye.mujhe koi bhi ans. dene se pehle aankhe bandh kar ek bar apni family k bare me sochiyega..agar unme se kisi k sath aisa hota to aap kya ans. dete??bas wahi aur sirf wahi mujhe dijiye.mai apne parivar aur apne pyar ko jaan se bhi jyada chahati hu...unki khushiyon k liye me kuchh bhi kar jau.thik hai,shayad itna kafi hai meri baat shuru karne k liye..to baat kuchh yu hai:
mai joint family se hu.dadaji,dadi ma,papa,ma,chacha,chachi,mai aur mujhse chote 2 cousins aur mere 2 bhai bahen.mai sabse badi hu.mai jo bhi karungi uska sidha asar mere chhote bhai behno par padega.mere parents ki bahot si aashaye judi hai mujhse..
ha to, jab mai 6th std. me thi to mere sath ek ladka padhta tha.wo man hi man mujhe pasand karta tha,jabse usne mujhe dekha.par meri usase kuchh khas banati nahi thi.fir 7th me class alag ho gaye..par wo mujhe dekhta rehta school me..aur mai bhi ab shayad use pasand karne lagi thi.par mai khud is bat se anjan thi ki mai use pasand karne lagi hu..wo dikhne me thikthak hai..aur mai tarif nahi kar rahi khudki,par kafi khubsurat hu...par chehra dekhkar to pyar hota nahi naa!!padhai me wo mujhe dekhne se pehle taq kafi achcha tha..par 6th se to jaise ek-do subject me fail hona uski aadat ban gai.wo budhdhu nahi tha,par shayad ab padhai me uska dil nahi lagata tha.mujhe padhai bahot pasand hai...aur 11th taq mere kabhi 80% se kam nahi hue.reading,writing,cooking,gardening,ghar sajana,craft ye sab mujhe bahot hi pasand hai.mai kavitaye likhati hu.har tareh ka khana bahot hi testi bana leti hu,ye papa kehte hai.craft aur books k bina to mai jee hi nahi sakti...par mere boyfrnd ko books pasand hi nahi.kher,ye sab to yuhi chhoti chhoti bate hai.to.......sal guzarte gaye..padhai aage badhati gai..pyar bhi badhata gaya.use pata tha ki wo mujhe chahta hai,par me anjan thi es bat se ki mai usase pyar karne lagi hu..school me log khichai karte rahte the es bare me.mere alava,sara school janta tha ki wo mujhse pyar karta hai. wo science stream nahi chahta tha, par jab use pata chala ki mai science stream rakhnevali hu to kum % hone k bawajood usane kisi tareh science mai addmission le hi liaa.ab usane apne tutions bhi wahi rakhvaye jaha ki mere the..aur mere gar k pas me hi ek gar bhi le liaa.hum sirf dost the par wo tareh tareh k ristrictions rakhta tha.ham ekdusare k kafi najadik aa chuke the..par sirf dost ki tareh.mai kabhi kisi ladke se bat nahi karti thi,aur ab mai sirf usise bate karne lagi thi.ekbar uska accident ho gaya..aur uske batane se pehle hi mujhe pata chal gaya tha ki use kuch huaa hai,mera dil ghabara raha tha.aur uska ek pair buri tarha se jhakhmi tha.mai subah se pareshan thi..aur us ne shyam ko hosh me aakar pehla phone mujhe kiya tha...bahot royi thi mai aur bahot mannate maani thi.fir jab ma-papa ko pata chala to hum use dekhne gaye asptal.aur tabse hamare parents ka parichay huaa..wo jald hi thik ho gaya..ab wo thik ho gaya par kuchh dino taq wo vehicle nahi chala sakta tha.ham dono k gar pas me hi the,to ab ham sath school jane lage.mai aaj bhi usase pyar karti thi.par wo thik se padhai nahi karta tha to usake parents pareshan rehte the.aur undino usake papa ko bhi business me bada nuksan huaa tha.unki halat kafi kharab thi.aur mere papa k pas bahot paise hai.. papa ne bahot mehnat ki hai yaha pahuchne k liye..bahot dukh sahe hai,ma-papa ne..mere dadaji ne unhe kabhi support nahi kiya tha.ha to,uske papa us par gussa hote the aur marpit karte the.accident ki vajeh se kuch mahino taq wo thik se chal nahi pa raha tha,to uske parents gusse me kabhi use langda kehte the..esiliye use aisa lagane laga tha ki mai bhi use avoid kar rahi hu.par aisa nahi tha..mai janti thi use uswaqt pyar ki aatmvishwas ki jarurat hai..aur maine dil se uska sath diya tha..wo jo chahta mai use deti thi kyuki mai use dukhi nahi dekh sakti thi.dhire dhire wo thik hota gaya..mere gar aana-jana shuru kiya..hum joint family me the,aur mere dadaji mere papa se jyada aaj bhi mere chacha ko hi chahte hai.to papa ko dar laga rehta tha ki,bhale hi mere liye wo mera dost tha par log to badnaam hi karenge.isiliye us ladke ka aana papa ko pasand nahi tha.ek baar papa ne use jaane ko kaha tha,us din ma ne hi use bulaya tha,kuchh function tha..tab to wo chala gaya par uske bad fir bhi wo aata tha.wo roj aata tha,hum sath me padhte the. mujhe pata tha ki uska aana thik nahi hai,mujhe taane sunane padege,par mai agar use mana karti thi to wo ro padta tha ki mere sath koi nahi hai..mai na use rota dekh sakati thi,na papa ko pareshan.par me dono me se kisi ko kuchh keh bhi nahi sakati thi.papa roj mujhe danta karte the,us ladke ke aane se.mai use mana nahi karti thi kyuki gar pe uske parents use pitate the wo me nahi seh sakati thi.hamara 12th science chal raha tha.mere sabhi teachers ka kehna tha ki mai doctor hi banungi.aur us ladke ko pass hone ke bhi vandhe the.par.........en sab halat mai mera dimag kam nahi karta tha.mere chacha bahot padhe likhe nahi hai,par papa ne unhe hamesha apane sath rakha hai business me.ham sab sath rehte the to padhai bigdati thi bachcho ki,isi liye papa ab alag rehne ki soch rahe the.sirf alag rehne ki hi.baki week end me sath.kharcha pani sab sath.sirf gar hi alag.par is bat se gar me sab disturb the..mai bhi.meri buaa ki life me bhi kuchh problems the to wo pareshani bhi thi.aur mai sabse badi thi to har koi aakar mere samane hi rota tha,mai un sabse bahot pyar karti thi..unke aage to apane aap ko sambhal leti par akele me mai bhi bahot royi hu.meri padhai bigad rahi thi.ye sab bate mujpar asar karti thi,isiliye padhai bigad rahi thi.par me kisi se kuchh nahi bata paayi,kyuki mujhe lagata tha...ye sab waise bhi pareshan hai,meri bat shayad aur pareshan kare.aur me apani family k ek bhi sadasya ko pareshan ya dukhi nahi karna chahati thi meri vajeh se.enhi dino,wo ladka jo mere gar aata tha wo kabhi mujhe baho me leta aur kabhi chum leta tha.....apane parents ki marpit ki bate karte karte.maine socha shayad use jo pyar apane gar se nahi mil raha wo dhundane ki koshish hai ye.mujhe nahi pasand tha ki wo mujhe chhuye...shayad me apane parents ka bharosa tod rahi thi.par mai use bhi mana nahi kar sakti thi.agar use mana karti to wo bura mankar chala jata,aur fir kehta rehta tha ki uska koi nahi hai,koi use pyar nahi karta hai.ha,wo sirf chumane taq hi simit tha.mere sanskar ye nahi seh sakte the.kyuki,hum dono ek dusre se pyar karte the par, hamare rishte ka koi naam hi nahi tha tab.aur mera dimag ab kam hi nahi karta tha.mere exams pas me the...me apane parents ko nahi bata sakati thi ki meri padhai bigad rahi hai.nahi us ladke ko gar aane se rok pati thi.mai usase bahot pyar karati thi,wo mai usake accident dauran samajh chuki thi.par ye kis tareh ka pyar tha wo samajane ke liye me shayad chhoti thi.mujhe laga wo mera dost hai...hamare exams ho gaye..bahut hi bure hue the.par maine kisi ko nahi bataya tha..sab ab bhi yahi soch rahe the ki mere bahot achche no. hoge....mai janati thi un logo ko sadma pahuchega..par mai waqt se pehle unhe pareshan nahi kar sakati thi,mai akeli hi dukhi hoti rahi.par maine aaj taq kabhi apane parents ya duniya ko kabhi nahi lagane diya ki me pareshan hu.kyuki me achchi tareh se janati hu ki mujhe dukhi dekh mere parivar me koi khush nahi reh sakata...mai hamesha sabko hasati rehti hu,aaj bhi.jaha bhi me jaati hu logo ko khush dekhana chahati hu,aur wahi mai karati hu.jaha mai rehti hu,koi hase bina nahi reh sakata.
aur ab result bhi declare ho gaya.kehne ki zarurat nahi ki bahot hi bura tha.par mai pass thi.wo ladka bhi pass tha.mujhse kam no. the,par pass tha.ab jo naye rules aaye the us saal gov. k,us hisab se mai ya to b.sc. kar sakti thi ya diploma..papa ne bahot try kiya par kuchh nahi ho sakta tha.ilegally sab ho sakta tha par hum aisa karna nahi chahte the.nahi mai papa k paiso par padhna chahati thi..mere 10th k no. bahot hi achche the to maine diploma eng. me addmission le liya,gar k pas wale collage me.ab us ladke ne digri me addmission liya,bahot sa donation dekar,ilegally jaise kafi collages me hota hai.uske papa ne yaha-waha se paise lakar uska addmission karva liya.mujhe baad me usane bataya ki usane sirf isiliye waha addmission liya tha kyuki wo kuchch achchi digri le le to mujhse shadi k liye papa se baat kar sake.ab mere papa ko lagane laga tha ki ye sab usi ladke ki wajeh se huaa hai aur waise bhi papa alag rehne ki soch rahe the to hamane pas ke hi shaher mai jo hamara bunglow khali pada tha waha rehna shuru kiya..result se addmission k waqt mai hum dono mile hi nahi the.koi khas contact bhi nahi rahe the.par mai ab ye jaan gayi thi k mai usase pyar karti hu aur usake bina jeena mushkil hai..result k baad kaafi taane sun rahi thi me.khas kar mere dadaji ne to koi had hi nahi rakhi...mujhe to kehte hi the par bahar k logo k samane bhi bolte rehte....aur ek din us ladke ka phone aaya...usane bato bato me puchha ki kya me usase shadi karungi?maine ha kaha.fir achanak maine use kaha ki ye majak tha na?usane kaha ha.par mujhe pata chalgaya tha ki usane mujhe sach me puchha tha.2 din baad maine use fon par hi pucha to usane kaha ki wo majak nahi tha.fir maine ha keh di,kyuki ab padhai ki line bhi clear thi..aur hum kuchh kuchh bade bhi hue the.par ham dono alag alag saher me padh rahe the.shuru shuru me mai andar hi andar pareshan thi ki mai apane parents ka bharosa tod rahi hu.par waise shayad mai kuchh galat nahi kar rahi thi..kyuki papa na khud hame itani chhutti di thi k hamare dharm ka,jaat ka,achche khandan ka,padha-likha ladka ho to mai use pasand kar sakti hu.aur ye sab tha us ladke mai.pehle 6 mahine taq to sab achcha tha...sirf use gussa jaldi aata hai aur mere liye wo over possessive hai.maine usa pe kabhi shak nahi kiya..par wo hamesha muj par shak karta rehta hai...usane mujhse kaha ki mai apane parents ko sab kuchh bata du..mai chahati thi pehle padhai khatm ho jaye fir batayenge.par usaki zid chalu thi.aur mujhe batana hi pada.aur mere parents ne maan bhi liya..unhone kaha tum dono achche se padhai khatm kar lo fir hame sab manzur hai..par papa ne kaha ki jab taq hamari padhai fir se na chalane lage thik se wo us ladke se bat nahi karenge.papa ko dar tha ki us ladke ke parents ko kuchh pata nahi hai to hum aise sab taiy nahi kar sakte.agar papa usase bat kare to uska matlab hota hai unhe sab manzur hai/par papa ka kehna tha ki uske parents ko bataye bina mai us ladake se bat nahi kar sakta.aur us ladke ki zid thi aur aaj bhi hai ki wo papa se bat karna chahta hai..shayad papa usase bat kar hi lete par usane locha kiya.agar mai phone nahi uthati to wo waqt-bewaqt mere gar k phone par misscall kar deta hai.papa ne kai bar mana kiya par wo nahi manata.gar pe chacha ya dadaji honge to taqlif hoti hai esliye papa mana karte hai.par wo manane ko taiyar hi nahi.ab halat ye hai ki mai nahane jau ya so jau to bhi phone mujhe pas hi rakhna padta hai.agar mere cell phone mere pas na ho aur uska phone mai na receive karu to dusare hi minute wo gar pe phone kar deta hai.ha to,thode din to papa ko laga ki wo shararat kar raha hai.par ek din..........................us din meri exam thi,practicals.to kya huaa ki..mai use bata kar gayi lab me ki me ja rahi hu,to fir maine apna cell phone silent par rakh diya aur lab me chali gai exam k liye.ab jaise hi exam khatm huaa to meri ek class mate ko chakka aa gaye.ab collage me sirf mere pas hi car thi,to maine aur hamari ma'm ne use uthaya aur usake gar chhod ne gaye.aise me me apana cell phone loud pe karna bhul gayi...waise bhi abhi collage chhutane ka waqt nahi huaa tha.fir bhi usane gar pe phone pe phone karna shuru kardiya..mere papa k cell phone pe behuda massages kiye..waise wo us din subah se hi papa k phone pe msg kar raha tha.aur jab mera contact nahi huaa to usane mere papa ko aise massages kiye ki wo mera khyal nahi rakhte.unaki ladaki kahi bhi kisi k bhi sath bhatakti hai.pata nahi wo collage me jake kya karati hai.aur papa ho kaha ki tu mard hi nahi hai,tu apane parivar ko nahi sambhal sakta..ye sab padhkar papa pareshan ho gaye..use phone karte the to wo utha nahi raha tha.gar pe bhi misscall karta rehta tha to ma bhi pareshan thi.unhe muj pe to bharosa tha par chinta thi ki shayad koi mushkil na aa gai ho.par jaise ki mera cell silent par tha aur us ladaki ko gar chhodne gaye the to muje to kuchh pata hi nahi tha,aur papa bhi mera contact nahi kar paye..sirf ek ya dedh hi ghante ki baat thi.wo ladki jo bimaar thi wo pas ke hi saher me rehti thi.jab mai ye sab khatm kar car me baithi k maine turant hi gar pe batane k liye cell nikala......to pata nahi kitne sare msgs aur misscalls the usake,papa k aur ma k.maine sabko bataya kya huaa tha.ma-papa ne to kuchh nahi kaha..us ladake ne mujh par bharosa nahi kiya.usne kaha ki mai shayad kisi aur ke sath.......wo etane gande shabd the.he bhagawan!!har roj itani hi gandi gaaliya sunti hu me.jab me ghar aai to papa ne puri bat batai aur mujhse kaha ki hum abhi isi waqt us ladke ke gar ja rahe he..usake parents bhi kuchh kuchh jante the..maine socha ki agar hum dono k parents baat kar lenge to us ladake ko muj par bharosa hoga aur aisi harkate nahi karega.papa waha ladane nahi jana chahte the.hum log sirf usake parents ko ye batana chahte the ki ham dono ke bich kya rista hai aur wo aakhir kyu aisi harkate kar sabko pareshan karta hai??wo ladka 1st year me fail tha..par tab maine apane parents ko nahi bataya tha usake result k bare me.me khush thi wo maan gaye the is liye.mujhe laga ab sab thik ho gaya hai to wo padhai me dhyan dega..aur jab parents ko nahi bataya tha to me ghar pe bataye bina usase mili thi 3-4 bar sal me.wo bhi to bataye bager hi aata tha..sabhi aisa hi karte hai naa?par........jab hum usake ghar gaye to papa se puri shanti se usake papa se bat ki aur wo msgs dikhaye..mai to kuchh boli hi nahi.par tab........pata nahi us ladake ko kya sujha....usane sabake samane kaha ki maine apane parents se juth bola hai ki wo pass hai..aur mai unase juth bolkar usase milane aati thi...aise hi mai kisi aur se milane jati hougi to bhi unhe kya pata??bas hamare parents ne to shati se baat ki..unke bich koi problem na tha..par usane khud hi kulhadi maar li hamare rishte par!!kaun se pita hoge jo apani beti ki shadi us ladake se karavane k liye razi honge jo abhi se shak karta ho,paise na ho,padhai na karta ho...???aur bado se aise baat karta ho??mere papa ne bhi mujhe mana kar diya...mere bahot samajane par unhone kaha ki agar wo achchaa padh le aur thoda mature ho jaye fir sochege..mai usase baat kar sakati hu par hum jyada aage na badhe..jab taq cariear na ban jaye..me manati hu ki papa sahi hai...jab sabke samane wo mere baare me bol raha tha to me janati thi ki wo jo kuchh bhi bol raha tha wo sirf uska shak tha par me to bahot kuchh janati thi usake baare me jo sach tha.par me chup rahi..kyuki hum dono k bich ki baatain sabko to nahi batai ja sakati naa??maine usase kabhi koi fariaad nahi ki..usaki sabhi galatio ko maaf kiya hai...use bina kuchh kahe.kyuki me usase bahot hi pyar karati hu.........wo mujhe kya kya karane se rokta hai..sunenge aap??me apane chacha,chachi,cousins,dadaji,dadi ma se bat nahi kar sakati..me kisi shadi me nahi ja sakati..kahi bahar ghumane nahi ja sakati family k sath,movie dekhne nahi,hotel me nahi,garden me nahi.......sirf salwar-kameez hi pahen sakati hu...aise hi dresses pehan sakati hu jisase mere pure hath dhak jaye........collage nahi ja sakati...kabhi kabhi jane deta hai to galiya sunani padati hai........ghatiya savalo k jawab dene padate hai....agar collage ya padhai k kam se kahi jana pade to gar pe aakar turant hi usako gar k phone se phone karna padta hi,jisase ki use malum pade ki me ghar pe hi hu,use puchhe bina apane ghar k garden taq bhi nahi ja sakati,kisi bhi ladake se baat nahi kar sakati...mere cousin se bhi nahi.....hamesha mera cell phone check karta rehta hai...aur agar jo chiz use chahiye jis waqt pe usame 1 minute ki bhi der ho jaye to.........duniya ki sabse gandi galiya sunata hai....waha taq ki mujhe dupatta bhi usake tarike se dalana padata hai.....agar me papa ya chacha ki koi bhi bat bhul se bhi karu to mai unke sath sona pasand karti hu aisi galiya sunane milati hai....ye sab sunane aur karane k baad bhi mai usase hamesha pyar se hi baat karati hu....maine kabhi unchi aavaz se baat taq nahi ki hai usake sath..apani maryada me rehkar maine usaki sabhi mange puri ki hai..ha,aisa koi kam nahi kiya ki mare parents ko sharminda hona pade.wo smoking karta hai,sharab bhi pi leta hai mahine me 1-2 baar.....pan masale bhi khata hai...........jab se collage me gaya hai.ek baar wo kisi prostitute k pas bhi gaya hai..ha,aane k baad turant hi mujhe phone karake bataya tha.........maine ek bhi shabd nahi kaha tha use.nahi koi fariaad ki thi....aaj taq kabhi nahi puchha usase ki usane aisa kyu kiya???jab usane mujhe bataya tab bhi maine utane hi pyar se baat ki thi jitna me hamesha karati hu...ye sabhi paise mere hote hai...uska jo bhi kharcha hota hai....wo sab mai khud kamati hu........mahine k 10-15 hajar rupyo k liye me subah padhai karti hu aur raat ko mujhe jo bhi kuchh aata hai craft aur painting kar paise jama karti hu........e wahi paise he jis se wo sharab pita hai,smoking karta hai,prostitute k pas jata hai.................wo kabhi ghar se ek bhi paisa nahi leta.ek do baar cell phone se kisi ladakio se ghanto baate karta rehta tha,mujhe batakar hi.....wo recharge bhi meri yahi mehnat se hota tha...wo din k 500-500 rupey ki bate karta tha tab us ladaki se...10-20 din me khud hi chhod diya usase bate karana.......wo sirf time pass k liye kabhi kabhi ladakiyo ko msg karta hai...pichchle 2 sal se wo lagatar fail ho raha hai 1st year me.ab ki baar jarur pass hoga.........meri padhai to chal rahi hai....mai har mumkin koshish karti hu k use gussa na aaye....par wo gussa ho hi jata hai.me wo sab karti hu jo use pasand ho.........usaki galiya bhi sunati hu......wo kitna bhi ganda bole mai pyar se bat karti hu....fir bhi aaj taq wo muj par bharosa nahi karta.......roz shaq karta hai,me chahati hu thode der ham kabhi baithe-baate kare,kahi ghumane jaye,par wo mujhe kabhi bahar nahi le ja sakta ghumane k liye.use nahi pasand ki koi muje dekhe...wo apane dosto k sath sabhi jagah jata hai,bahot ghumata hai.par me saal me ek bar bhi family k sath nahi ja sakati kahi.mujhe es baat ka koi dukh nahi hai ki me kahi nahi ja sakati par,me kahi bhi jane se mana karti hu to ghar ke sabhi log ghar pe rehte hai..meri vajeh se wo log bhi kahi nahi jaa sakte..me kya karu??..........EN SAB KE BAWJOOD ME USASE BAHOT PYAR KARATI HU.BAHOT.....ME YEH NAHI PUCHH RAHI KI ME KYA KARU KHUSH HONE K LIYE?ME YE PUCHHNA CHAHTI HU KI EN SABKE BAWJOOD WO MUJSE KEHTA HAI KI MAI USASE PYAR NAHI KARATI,MAI SIRF APANA SOCHATI HU,AUR USE SIVA DUKH K KUCHH NAHI DE SAKATI.......ME KYA KARU JISASE ME USE KHUSHIYA DE SAKU???KYA KARU ME???

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cud u cum 2 d point itz tirin 2 read so long..m sorry..
On 12 Sat-Apr-2008  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
really so big story. i dont think anyone can dare to read it.
On 14 Mon-Apr-2008  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
i think this is written by the SITE MODERATOR or ADMIN, so that people dont get involved in the controversial topics, before
On 15 Tue-Apr-2008  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
Behan... kyon hame torture kar rahi hai.. itna bada story kaisi likkhi tumne.. kaunsa school mein padti thi tum...
neways do not try to show him tht u love him.. just ignore.. if he trusts u things are fine.. if doesnt trust u.. no1 can help him...not even u...
On 15 Tue-Apr-2008  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
Maine tumnhara poora confession padha, sab ke comments bhi.
In logon ki baaton par mat jaana. Dekho mujhe pata hai, kaisa lagta hai jab koi na ho tumhari baatein sunne waala. Shaayad tumne apna dil nikalkar yaha rakh diya hai.
Pata hai pyaar mein har koi andha ho jaata hai, par meri baat maano. Agar possible ho toh use bhool jaao. Pata hai ye mumkin nahi hai, Par jaise waqt beetega, tum use bhool jaaoge. Ho sake toh kahin aur shift ho jaao. Kisi aur city mein, State mein ya kisi aur country mein.
Ye answer maine tumhe apna samajh kar hi diya hai.
Rishta dono taraf se hota hai ek taraf se nahi. Tumhe bohot se acchhe ladke milenge. Concentrate on ur career, ur family. U r a gud Girl. Plzz leave him.
On 17 Thu-Apr-2008  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
You need to be raped by a handsome guy like me.
On 17 Thu-Apr-2008  By Tall,Fair and Handsome Comment on This Comment
 
SHUT UP.
On 19 Sat-Apr-2008  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
Woh kahani jise anjaam taq pahunchana ho na mumkin,use ik khoobsoorat mod pe rukhsat kehna behtar.
Its time for you to move ahead.
On 20 Sun-Apr-2008  By sajid Comment on This Comment
 
"door se dekha toh anday ubal rahe the, paas jaakey dekha toh ghanjay uchchal rahe the", this sher o shaiyiri is the real meaning of life,, please understand this to get nirvana,,
On 20 Sun-Apr-2008  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
I invite you to our beautiful and divine religion, these problems are absent in our community.
On 20 Sun-Apr-2008  By Rizanwur Rahman Comment on This Comment
 
hi dear, meina aapki story puri read ki and samjhi bhi.
abhi tum sirf 20 saal ki hou, puri zindagi tumhara samna padyi hai.
love kya hota hai i can understand.. par pyar vishwas se he banta hai jab vo tum par vishwas he nahi karta tou tum ye kese keh sakti hou ki vo tumse pyar bhi karta hai?
tumhari sabse badyi galti yahi thi ki vo jo bhi karta tha tumhe koi objection nahi hota tha.. agar tum bhi ussa pyar karti tou tumhe fark padna chyea tha jab vo prostitute ka saath jata ya dusri ladkiyo se baat karta, don't be so nice in this world aur itna nice hona ka liyea koi medal nahi milyega tumha.
agar tum chhathi hou ki zindagi mein khush rahou aur tumhara parents bhi khush rahye. tou uss ladke ko good bye karna mein he sabka acha hai, bakyi its ur life. think hard about it....
On 29 Tue-Apr-2008  By ria.. Comment on This Comment
 
sexy girls sexy i am boy you make olly a missed call my no 00966558953171 and my email id. niasarsiriyasar@yahoo.com
On 16 Mon-Jun-2008  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
hello friend according to me pyar viswas hota hai aur vo tumpar viswas nahi karta to tumhe use bhul jana chahiye.........aage tumhari mergi.............
On 19 Sat-Jul-2008  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
usually i m nt interested 2 reply on nybody's prob.........coz person shd understand by himself n decide wt 2 do wth perticular prob........

bt u my dear.........tumhari story kafi had tak meri story se mel khati hai.....bt ab us bat ko kai sal beet chuke hai...........mai tumhe jyada kuch xplain nhi karungi.....kewal itna kahungi ki chahe tumhe ye lagta ho ki ye pyar hai......bt actually ye pyar nahi.............mai isi tarah ki condition me apne clg life k kai sal waste kar chuki hu.........jabki mai school time district level topper thi.........even tumse bhi bad conditions face karne pade the,........i respect u wtever u r facing.........bt sach me maine kuch cheeze to tumse jyada sahan ki thi.........aaj tum atleast apne parents ka to support le sakti ho......itna hone k bad bhi they trust u......mere parents ne bhi har cond me sath diya bt fir mai bahut jyada akeli thi......

bt my dear frnd.....aaj jab pichhe palat kar dekhti hu.........to koi feeling nahi najar aati........maine shuru me kaha tha n ki ye jo hai wo pyar nahi hai........ye islie kaha kyuki mai tumhe tumhari jagah khade hokar mahsus kar rahi hu uske bad kah rahi hu......aaj itne sal bad mere pas mere pariwar ki dher sari khushiya bhi hain..........aur to wo insan to pyar k hi layak nahi tha........shayad wo pyar tha hi nahi......koi shabd to nahi uske lie mere pas...........par ha maine aaj tak uske lie jitna kiya jitna saha usse jyada aaj tak kisi k lie nahi kiya.........even ek bat kahu tumse..............sachcha pyar aya meri life me..........pata hai ye mera badluck tha ki us sachche pyar k sath mera lifetime commitment nahi ho paya........bt uske reason kuch aur the........main bat ye hai ki mai tumhe ye batana chahti hu kiagar wo kuch salo wala insan mera pyar hota to shayad mujhe kabhi dubara pyar nahi hota kisi aur se.........par ab jab mai mature ho gai thi..........maine frm d bottem of my heart us pyar ko mahsus kiya..........aur aaj bhi karti hu......aaj halat aur badal gaye hain........ab mai seriously career ko bahut importance dete hue......apne parents k thru jo bhi ladka ayega meri life me uska intzar kar rahi hu.........



dear frnd........apne aap ko us insan se dur karo.........plz..........waise bhi i knw ki tum khud ka respect karna to bhul gai hogi......plz tum khud ko waste mat karo.......u r someone special person n specially 4 ur parents.........its not love 4 vch u r giving ur full of samarpan.........

thodi aur badi ho jaogi to believe me tumhari feelings badal jayengi.....abhi shayad tumhe lage ki us insan k alawa tumhari koi life hai bhi ya nahi........n bla bla........bt believe me........aisa hoga......

aur tumhe bhi ek nek insan milega to tum bhi true love ko mahsus kar paogi



aur pata hai chahe true na bhi hasil ho n fir bhi dil me shanti chain aur santushti hoti hai.........jo koi aur layega ye person nahi.........

god bless u dear........plz tk care of urself......



u can talk 2 me if u wnt 2 on my frnd's mail id.....
someonelovesudear@yahoo.co.in
On 30 Tue-Sep-2008  By a true welwisher....... Comment on This Comment
 
pls use chod do wo tumhare layak nahi hai,esi life jine se achha hai tum use chod do.shayad wo tumse pyar hi nahi karta agar sachha pyar karta to wo is tarar se tumhe pareshan nahi karta.tum apni pathai pe dhyaan do tumhare mom or dad tumhare sath hai to phir tumhe kis baat ki pareshani hai.tumhe ussse bhi jyada achha ladka mil jayega
On 15 Wed-Oct-2008  By arti.patel Comment on This Comment
 
TUM USKO APNA CHUT DE DO SAB THIK HO JAYEGA
On 03 Mon-Aug-2009  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
KYON LOGO KO BEWKUF BANA RAHI HO APNE AAP KO SATI SAVITRI DIKHA RAHI HO CHAL PHALTO KI BAKWAS LIKHTI HAI
On 03 Mon-Aug-2009  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
Sali tu to randi malum padti hai itni lambi kahani liki ho to ye kyo nahi likhi ki kaise kaise us ladke se chudwai ho aur chudwa rahi ho
On 07 Sun-Mar-2010  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
TERI BEHAN BHI RANDI HAI KYA
On 30 Thu-Sep-2010  By Anonymous Wellwisher TYAGI 09760288187 Comment on This Comment
 
Choot me dalwati jao ram naam gaye jao.sab thik ho jayega.teri ma ki choot me land randi itni badi story kaha se banai.bor kar diya sali ne.
On 16 Fri-Apr-2010  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
its so sad yaar lekin isse b jayada dukh ki baat ye hai ke kuch bhediyo tumhe itne bure comments diye kyonki wo kamine jo ish story me padhna chahate the unhe isme aisa kuch nahi mila isliye fadfada rhe hai haraam ke jane,khair chodo waise ab mujhe lagta hai ke tum pehle se behtar feel kar rahi hongi kyonki lag bhag 2 years k kareeb ho gye aapki story ko waise agar tum meri sister hoti toh mai tumhe kaise b tumhara pyar zaroor dilaata or ush ladke ko tum toh kya bhagwaan bhi khus nahi kar sakta. ...... bus mai toh itna kahunga k bhagwam t umhara sath de.. bgga gg
On 30 Thu-Sep-2010  By Anonymous Wellwisher09760288187 Comment on This Comment
 
Aap ko kuch nahi karna hai aap usse thoda dur rahiye.. Sub thik hoga..
On 28 Thu-Oct-2010  By Jhiralal@yahoo.com Comment on This Comment
 
Aap ko kuch nahi karna hai aap usse thoda dur rahiye.. Sub thik hoga..
On 28 Thu-Oct-2010  By Jhiralal@yahoo.com Comment on This Comment
 
Aapka pyar sucha hai to aap jarur jit jaogi.. Zindagi me har koi pyar me safal hota hai. Or nahi bi aap usse baat thode din kam kijiye.wo jarur aap ke dil ko chu lega.
On 28 Thu-Oct-2010  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
tum uske sath chali jao,yar thode dino tak sab sochenge bas bad me sab bhul jayenge tumhe tumhara pyar to milega nhi to sari jindagi pachtate rahoge
On 18 Thu-Nov-2010  By suryaver@gmail.com Comment on This Comment
 
jin logo ne inhe itne bure cmmnts diye hai wo zindagi mein kabhi bhi sacha pyar nahi paa sakte...

main apko sirf itna kehna chahti hu ki hume sab se jyada humare parents ke bare mein sochna chahiye so plzzzzzzz
leave him yahi aapke liye acha hai........
Wish u luck ...................
On 18 Mon-Apr-2011  By Anonymous Wellwisher Comment on This Comment
 
Hi... Dear i m NEEL... Meine tumhari story pdi, tum usse pyar krti ho pr vo tumse pyar krta he kya, jo pyar krta vo prva krta he apne pyar ki, tum usse thode time k lie dur hoy jao sayd use apna pyar smj aa jae...
On 20 Fri-May-2011  By Anonymous Wellwisher neell.love@gmail.com Comment on This Comment
 
i think that man have any psycho problem,jis pyar me itni shartein ho wo pyar nahi,sauda hai,use chhod kar tum apna aur apni family ka bhala karogi.wo pyar karne k layak nahi,jo tumhare parents k liye aise words use kare,wo tumhara sath kya nibhayega,tumhare character pe ungali uthaye wo tumhara pyar ho hinahi sakta,dear khud ko samay rahte sambhalo,warna puri jindagi rona padega aur tumhe dekhkar tumhareparents v dukhi rahenge.Best Of Luck................
On 24 Sun-Jul-2011  By anupama Comment on This Comment
 
Apni is mushkil bhari jindagi ke liye tum khud jimmedar ho,woh uska pyar nahi dhoka tha jisme tum fans gayi,abhi bhi kuch nahi bigda hai pyar me vishwash jaroori hai jo uske pass nahi hai,tum use chod kar nayi jiadgi suru karo tumhare liye yehi acha hai,jise tumhare pyar ki kadra nahi aise makkar,nakara insan se door hi rehna achha hai.
On 30 Sat-Jul-2011  By sandeep Comment on This Comment
 
he is a sick boy. dont do any thing. sab god pe chod do. khud ko khush rakhne ki koshish karo. jo hona hai so hona hai fir kis bat ka rona hai.
On 05 Fri-Aug-2011  By raz Comment on This Comment
 
Sale ka lola kat de
On 12 Fri-Aug-2011  By Uaqnd Comment on This Comment
 
Dekhiye madam aap jaan bhuj kar us khai me gir rahi jisme sirf apko dukh hi milega aur apko kya apke pure pariwar ko dukh milega. Agar meri rai maane to usse sab riste tod lijiye kyoki har rista vishvash per tika rahta hai. Jab dil pyar me ek hote hai to unke bich phir shak naam ka koi sabad bhi nahi hota. Aap kahti ki aap apne gharwalon se bahut pyar karti hai agar aap sach me apne pariwar se pyar karti hai jitna jaldi ho sake use chod dijiye. Isi me apki bhalai hai. Baki aapki marji. Parmod Goel 8088850479
On 27 Mon-Aug-2012  By Parmod Goel, 8088850479 Comment on This Comment
 
Me srv itna kahun ga ke usse chor do plz , wo abi aesa he to shahdi baad kesa hoga , he dsnt l0ve u
On 02 Wed-Jan-2013  By Hassan usman Comment on This Comment
 
Aap usko chod dijiye wo acha ladka nahi h aur aap apni family ka dhyan rakho thik h aap usko bahut piyar karti h per aisa piyar jiski koi life nahi h maan liya chalo aapki usse shadi b ho gayi kya hoga aap phir b pareshan rahogi aise chane se kya phayeda shayad aapko meri bate achi na lage per aapko apna rashta badalna hoga aur ache se mehnat kar aur tumhare chote bhai behan h unka b thyan rakho agar mujhse koi galti ho likhne m toh please sorry
On 18 Fri-Jan-2013  By Ashish gupta 9760442909 akg.elex@yahoo.co.in Comment on This Comment









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